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Great MRI News!

No beating around the bush for me – the news from Charlottesville tonight is great! There has been no new growth of the tumor since my last MRI (September 2018)!

Wooooooooot!

To say I am thrilled would be an understatement. I am so, so happy and grateful. It’s yet another miracle in my life. I’m learning to believe in them. Really.

Here’s my story about miracles. I usually take time to prepare myself for my oncology appointments before I go to them. Often, I’ll do some reading about oligodendroglioma tumors and new treatment options. I try to read both actual studies and off-the-cuff commentary from people who are living with brain tumors and being treated for them. Both are instructive in different ways.

Anyway, this time I was reading about different kinds of chemo treatments that are used for my kind of tumor. There are a couple of different options, PCV and TMZ, and I wanted to have a little background information under my belt. I’ve heard recently that fasting before chemo treatment can both help with side effects and perhaps even sensitize the tumor to the effects of chemo.

As I was hopping from article to article, I came upon a string of comments by patients, listing out various “cocktails” of supplements and treatments (conventional and alternative) that they use to try to prevent their tumors from growing and to generally enhance their lives. You would not believe all the possibilities that are out there! Personal hyperbaric chamber, anyone? (Don’t think I’m not thinking about it:)

Anyway, I came across one person whose list included meditations by Louise L. Hay. I’d never heard of her, but for some reason I looked her up on Amazon and proceeded to purchase the audio version of her book “You Can Heal Your Life.” Apparently, it was a NY Times Bestseller at one point.

Can I just tell you that normally I would not look up a book on meditations by someone I’ve never heard of.  I’m kind of a meditation snob, I’m afraid to say. There is so much stuff out there that is not wise or healthy or sound and having an illness makes me susceptible to going down rabbit holes that look promising but actually turn out to be some sort of evil rabbit’s den where the rabbit is a gangster who shakes me down, takes my money, and leaves me holding an empty plastic bag smelling faintly of carrots.

But I digress.

To make a long story short, I’ve been listening to You Can Heal Your Life and I’ve come to the conclusion that it’s exactly what I need right now. It’s about positivity, about relating to the Divine, about loving and accepting yourself wholeheartedly, and learning and growing.  Oh, and about healing yourself.

It also talks about taking responsibility for your thoughts and teaches how to change old patterns of thoughts into healthier ones. Honestly, in some ways it’s kind of along the lines of books like Think and Grow Rich or Jack Canfield’s Success Principles. These kinds of reads haven’t really been my cup of tea before, I guess because I’ve been under the impression that people use them to put down or blame others who haven’t been “successful” because they “haven’t taken responsibility.” Some of these books can even seem to blame people for their situations or illnesses with such notions as ‘you attract what you get,’ or ‘you manifest what you think.’

I suppose You Can Heal Your Life can be read this way. But I’m not reading it that way. I’m reading it for the good I can get out of it and it’s showing me how great it is to be positive. All day, all the time. Now, I’m generally a pretty glass-is-half-full kind of person. But I’m learning to hear when my thoughts turn negative – where I never even realized it before. I’m realizing places in my life where old hurts have turned into resentments. They’ve been there for so long they seem normal, like the furniture. But it’s old furniture that’s time to toss out.

In short, I’m realizing the great opportunities I have to change and grow – right here, right now. Now, that is a miracle.

Life is the great miracle. And I am the hero. We all are.

Sweet!

And I have six more months before my next MRI to enjoy the heck out of it.

Thank you, thank you, thank you for your love and prayers! Celebration time!!!!!


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Great news! Praise God!

Lori
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Thrilled for you!!! And throwing out the old stuff is a great idea! There’s lots to support that from my healing ministry reading. So grateful for your miracle! ❤️

Fran, thanks for leaving something for all of us!
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Fran, thanks for leaving something for all of us!

Fran, thanks for leaving something for all of us! Good words of wisdom and especially the great news on your tumor. Many blessings!

Teresa Fannin
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Love your news! I grew up with miracles, those Cabrini nuns, especially the ones that joined the order with Mother Cabrini herself, could cite chapter and verse 🙂 on everyday miracles. Wishing you continued joy and peace in this journey of life. You continually have my prayers, Fran. Best!

Janie
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Janie

Yes!!!!! Such great news, Fran! And so much fun reading your blog as you don’t go down that rabbit hole . Love you

Jane Meiser
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Jane Meiser

Soooo very happy for you!!!! God is so good! Trust..,,,it sure is a tough one at times! Love and prayers,
Jane

Susy Russell
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I have happy tears, chill bumps and such joy reading this Fran!!! ❤️❤️❤️

Jill Paitsel
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Jill Paitsel

So wonderful. See you soon!!
Jill Paitsel

Granny Sue
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My mother used to read Louise Hay’s books. I remember them by her bed. I am so very happy right now about your news. This is the best thing I’ve heard allday. Spring–a new beginning in many ways!

Beverly Lyle Patt
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Beverly Lyle Patt

SUCH great news. You go, girl! Positively!

Janet AlJunaidi
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Janet AlJunaidi

Wonderful news!

Liz Spivey
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Liz Spivey

Fran,
So happy to hear your news!
That book sounds awesome too!
Thanks for sharing your journey!

Stacie Ramey
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Great news, Fran!

Robert Slayton
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I love Louise’s book and actually keep a copy of her prior work permanently in my briefcase (it lists more conditions and the reasons without the rest of the commentary). If you really want a challenge that will change your life, try a complaint free world. Your job is to go 21 days without verbally complaining. If you do complain, you have to start over. It took me 3 months to get past the second day.

Cindy Switzer
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Cindy Switzer

Congratulations to you, Fran!!! God has plans for you.

Susan singer
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Fran, I’m so happy for you! Congratulations!

I’ve been familiar with Louise Hay for decades now. She’s been my go-to person for all sorts of healing since I first read her book. I’m happy for you that you’re finding support in her writing.

May your journey continue to be full of the best kinds of miracles!
Susan Singer (SAS journey)

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